Monday, September 28, 2009

"Saying Goodbye to my dad!"

On Friday, September 18, 2009 my dad slipped away into the loving arms of Jesus. It by far was one of the hardest days of my life. My brother and I were there with him when he passed. He had been in and out of the hospital for over 6 weeks and his pneumonia had turned into a fungus. He just wasn't able to fight it anymore. Hospice came in a few days prior and was making him as comfortable as possible. I still think that struggling to breath because your body is filling up with water is not a comfortable thing no matter how many drugs they give you. The last few days of his life it was so difficult watching him prepare for his journey home. At times it was as if he was trying to work out some things in his head and was unable to express those things to us. I know that he is with Jesus. We made sure that he was ready. My uncle prayed the sinner's prayer with him several weeks prior so he would know without a shadow of a doubt that when he died he would be in heaven with Jesus and my Grandma and Grandpa Porter. I'm sure it was a wonderful reunion when he met them at the gates of heaven, those pearl gates that shine and glimmer more radiant than we could ever imagine. No more pain, no more suffering, no more Parkinson's Disease! Thank you Lord! Though he will definitely be missed I know that he is in a much better place. Till we meet again Dad...I love you and I thank you for giving me the life that you did. You were a very special man in so many ways. You're loving, caring ways...always giving and never expecting anything in return. These things will not be forgotten. This is not the end. This is not good-bye. This is only the beginning of a new life together someday. Until then...I LOVE YOU!!! See you up there!

9 comments:

my family said...

Oh, Kim I know words will never make the pain go away. Your dad sounds like a wonderful man and I know that you will miss him terribly, I will pray your family has peace during this difficult time. God Bless

Lacey said...

I'm so sorry about your dad, and I know those last days when they are getting ready to go. There's nothing harder than that.

My name is Sarah said...

We are so sorry to hear about your dad. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Cathy said...

Oh Kim...such beautiful words you have written. I will pray for peace for you at this difficult time. I will also thank God that your father knew Him and is now walking beside Him. Blessings to you and your family!

Laurie said...

Thinking of you and your family, Kim.

My grandfather had Parkinson's Disease as well. I understand how difficult that can be...

((Hugs))

To Love Endlessly said...

I'm sure there are just a flood of emotions knowing he's no longer in pain, yet saying goodbye is never easy for those left behind. We're praying for your family too!

Cheryl said...

My Dad died in a similar way.I'm sure your glad to know your Dad is in a better place.Praying for you through your time of sorrow.

Heidi said...

Kim - I am so sorry to hear about your Dad. Your post brought back a lot of memories for me when my Dad passed away. I miss him a lot but know that he is in heaven as well. I am looking forward to the day when I can see him again just like you will see your Dad again. Won't that be wonderful?!

Kelli said...

You had beautiful things to say about your dad. So sorry and we will be thinking about you and your family during this tough time.